i cant deny i dont want the beauty

.Saturday, July 29, 2006 ' 6:31 PM Y

i can't deny that i don't love to be beauty?

im dead tired now. l0ls.
29/7- today
came back from s4l.
this morning woke up at 6am, get ready to go out to meet JIE at city hall. out of the house at ard 6.20-6.30am due to some problems waking up sister to go for her prelim oral. in the end im e latest to reach city hall lahh. actually im not realli late lahh. audris later. LOL. but she met us at padang. teehee. saw sihui, emerlyn and alicia dere. surprised they came. but its good. hhehhs.
started the walk ard 8am. den walk through esplanade all the way to lavendar and they turned back and i went to take cab to toa payoh for my class. on e way to lavendar talked to HM. den FL caught up with us. so yupps. they are so nice ppl cans ! hahahha. i love my spiritual family !! (:
class were okay. trainers had grouped us. my group consist of nicholas, yi ling, yuan peng, darren ang and me. today yi ling neva come. and another boy frm other class joined us for his make up lesson. he and darren were totally noisy lahh and super funny. played the team building game. me and yuan peng laugh until we wanna peng already. LOL. den lunch was okayy, ate at fork and spoon food court with maeyeeng, sarah and angelina. ate jap food, not really that nice lahh. ohwells. den went back fer lessons, den home. (:
27/7
nothing really happend lahh. normal day. after school went to kfc with sp marmie. done eating and pei her go buy her 70cents grocery ! ahhahas. 2 types of food take so large basket. LOL ! den went home.\
28/7
during mdmlim's class make pom pom for teacher's day. ahhaha. den no CME, no LIT ! so nice lahh ! hahahhas. den after school went to parkway with rah to get OFH stuffs. get already went to mac to wrap it up. surprised to see char dearest dere. heehee. she and her friends doing work lahh. whole table so messy with papers all over plus a laptop on table. AHAHH. ard 230pm took bus to mum's office help her take stuff and then back home. (:
tired-

6.45pm

.Wednesday, July 26, 2006 ' 8:43 PM Y

i can't deny that i don't love to be beauty?

last week till today had been a hectic week for me. last week was like tests week. so many tests la. not enough time to study and some more need to get busy for f&N stuffs. okay. start with sat.

22/o7
started mindchamps which went quite okay. make some new friends and went to lunch together. although not really chatted alot. e oldest in the class was a jc boy in year 2. youngest arh. obviously sec3. (:
23/o7
went to chem tuition wid teeli on sun. actually wanted to go church after that but was having a bit of cramps and not feeling well due to not enough of blood and ironic food which i almost fainted on sat and sun. its better now anyway. (: amath tuition in the evening.
24/o7
normal day. had mep after school. something happened and i dunt really wanna say about it. i DISLIKE ms sim.
25/o7
normal day. during PE after sit and reach which i practically did badly for it, mr fong finally let us roller blade ! oh yay !! heh. mrs lim took over PC period. so happy. dont need to face mrs gomez. revised with us chem b4 test which we had it later on after recess. which is like i can pass but dont think will pass well. as i do not know how to do some questions. ohwells. need to catch up on my work. seriously im lagging behind. after school had F&N EOY practical exam. which is a total succes for me as i do not need anybody help in cutting and what to do next cause i have my recipe with me ! hahhahah. took the food pictures. den went to cellgrp. feel so happy about it as it was my first time to pray for people !! ahhhh~ actually not first time. but first time to pray for my beloved spiritual sister that is AUDRIS !! (: although it was a short prayer and i stopped in between the prayer as i do not know what to say. but THANK God for it. (: after that went to parkway to buy present for my dearest hanzi. (: choose very long. thanks for teeli and kate for commenting for it. (:
26/o7- today.
normal day but i woke up super late and almost late for school. woken up at 630am ! goodness. i quickly rush for toilet, then faster pack my bag as i was too tired to pack the day before. then faster went downstairs and took a cab to school. reach before sarah. ahahhaas. reach school at 7am. hees. calista birthday today. HAPPY BIRTHDAY LAOPO!! (: had physics test today. totally flunked the paper. im gonna cry when i get back paper if it is really a fail. after that stayed back to wait for hanzi they all come. went to library to do work with rahh as her netball training is cancelled or something. esther went home. thought of some games but only can come up with 2. sighh. rahh left at 4+ 5. waited for zy jie and hanzi. but hanzi stayed back with char to discuss some mentoring stuff. so me and zy jie leave first. chatted all the way. then home. came back home, like a criminal who had commited crime and elder started to ask questions and stuffs which is so irritating and treating me like a small kiddo. wadsoever lah. im so pissed.
FINALLY TESTS HAD FINISH !! YAYY !~

9.12pm.

.Friday, July 21, 2006 ' 9:39 PM Y

i can't deny that i don't love to be beauty?

finally came to blog eh ? LOL. was busy abt f&N stuff and tests past few days. paiseh for not updating yeahhs. (:

went to vj aft sch today for chemistry aroma thingy. hees. took some pictures using mrs lim's camera. i find that mrs lim getting prettier each day. hahha. she's so nice lahh. ms tan quite nice too. (: saw qianJIE at vj and she blur blur lahh, with her friend wave to her also neva see me. hahha. den called hilda, she came to chem lab outside to look for me lahh. den ahahha. stupid girl. so scared of me. LOL ! den sms k0r, he at library. yupps. den went for the chem thingy lahh. so fun !! mix essential oils to become perfume. so fun ! hahah. den went to canteen with yv0nne they all. called dearest to come find me. hees. den then to my surprise, zy jie came along ! yayy !~ so happy lahhs. hees. den we chat chat, den i went home with yv0nne they all.

finally this week tests finish! next week juz science tests. confirm can pass !! hhahha. chem shld be able to laa. gonna ask mel to explain to me on sun. ahhh. still dun understnd some. i think i flunked my geog today. ohwells. guess it. ahahas. yayy ~ today yang lao shi last day. woohoo~ lol. next will be razie lia0s. she worst sia !!! haiix. how i wish mrs tan could come back and teach us !! ahhhhh~~

tml start class le. haix haix.

10pm.

.Monday, July 17, 2006 ' 11:36 PM Y

i can't deny that i don't love to be beauty?

First of all, HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY TO DESIREE !!! xD

alrites. this will be a short post. finally done my coursework but not TP. TP sucks lahh. hhahahs. lazy to do. somemore so many ppl neva do. heez. been using com for hrs. starting from 7pm. practically ard 8+ 9 im going bonkers lahhs. thanks to joan, rah, yv0nne and lyn for like talking while im doing the work. practically im going sia0 juz now lahh. haha. thank God for these ppl ! LOVE THEM!! of cuz not forgetting zy, char dearest, hanzi, hil, mel and chris. (: they sucha bunch of good sisters. (:

manage to finish my work at 11pm. den chatted wid xj a while. helped lyn to print her DM and recipes. see i so good huhs. hees. muz charge one u n0e ! LOL! kidding laas. (: sigh. lit and math test coming up on thurs ! and oral tml !! arghhhs ~

gotta slp guys. im so tired and slpy. hopefully tml cn go buy hanzi pressie. (:

11.38pm

.Saturday, July 15, 2006 ' 7:30 PM Y

i can't deny that i don't love to be beauty?

finally AC had finished ! yayy !! 终于可以放下心里的石头了。yayy !
took some pics. will put up here when i upload. (: walked home alone juz now. and the whole bunch of them walked tgt to take mrt etc. suddenly felt like being pangseh lidat. ohwells. dunno wads wrong with me today. but im happy that AC had finish ! yayy !~ three cheers !! hees. if ya wanna read e chinese words that i wrote, go view den encoding and click on unicode. (:

7.30pm

its only been few hrs ago since i last saw them. a suddenly feeling had came up to me. a feeling of missing them, a feeling that tells me that i will not be able to see them for a long time. its a kind of sad feeling that i dunt realli know how to describe. i just know i miss them esp hilda for her stm and humour. ahha. liseng my good old br0. heez. somehow someday i wunt miss kendrick cuz he always bully me !! always suan me one. tee hees.

i so miss zy jie, yh and char dearest !!! =(

11.30pm

.Friday, July 14, 2006 ' 10:43 PM Y

i can't deny that i don't love to be beauty?

Did not post for quite some time already. sorry peepos who read my blog which been never updated one. Dunno why suddenly only can use com during weekends already. its so stupid larhh. wadever. dun wanna say anymore.

Heart had shattered in bits of pieces and only friends mend it back. But from then on, heart has been very brittle as it has been shattered not only once. many times. im glad that my friends had cheer me up. great thanks to them and very much thanks to God. thanks for sf and zy jies. they always by my side whenever i nid them and when im down. thanks a lot.

talked to gai lao shi ytd. felt better after talking to her but still had tears. i've been quite tired this whole week and they said that i looked unhappy everyday. yeahs, quite true anyway. ohwells. cnt blog for long. blog agn soon. tml i guess. hopefully im not that busy lahs. this weekends onwards, all weekends are not available anymore. all fully booked. next sat onwards, i be having classes from 10am-530pm every sat. so yupps. den sunday is full with tuitions and church maybe. ohwells. tml ac lerr. i hope faster over !! hahhas. hope to take lots of pics tml with them. hee.

10.54pm

.Friday, July 07, 2006 ' 11:09 PM Y

i can't deny that i don't love to be beauty?

juz came back from NUS cultural hall.
super boring for me laas. ohwells. dint see anybody i n0e dere. ahahhaas. of cuz dunt have laa. heehee.
bit tired. gonna slp soon. tml tuition at 10am.
lalalas.

today sch half day laas. until 1o45. shld end at 1o1o !! geog was quite boring laas.
sth happen and i dun wish to elaborate more laas.
after school went out wid peeps to bugis. I WANNA GO BOWLING !!! =(
actually mood not that good to go out, but ohwells. dun wish to say anymore.
after that went home laas.
yup yup yup.

nite ppl.

11.13pm

. ' 2:20 PM Y

i can't deny that i don't love to be beauty?

Seven random facts about me :
im lazy.
im outgoing.
im pig when come to slp.
im noisy/quiet.
im doesnt like to stay home.
im dumb.
im moodswings.

Seven things that scare me :
cockroaches. argh!!
flying insects.
being neglected.
homework!! hate them.
loneliness.
being accused. i will shout until i cry. ahas.
lies.

Seven songs at the moment.
start of something new
we're all in this together.
breaking free.
bop to the top.
when there was me and you.
what i've been looking for.
get'cha head in the game.

Seven things that i like:
God
my bible.
my handphone.
my darlings.
my jies.
my meis.
fellow sisters.

Seven bad habits:
day-dreaming.
biting finger nails sometimes.
ass-ing ppl.
whack ppl.
shouting
lazy
scolding ppl.

Seven victims:
im
guai
kia.
i
dunt
sabo
ppl.

.Monday, July 03, 2006 ' 7:58 PM Y

i can't deny that i don't love to be beauty?

today tuition quite interesting la. learned remainder and factor theorem. hahas. quite easy though. hopefully i remember how to do. ended tuition den get ready to go out meet JIE, aud and teeli.

reached e bus stop e earliest. den aud followed by mel and LAST is teeli !! ahhas. she always e last one. so yupps. no difference. hahas. den we walked to settlers cafe ( wrong spelling i think ) den went dere played games and have fun !! hahas. shared fish and chips with aud. student package anyway. hehs. played until like 5plus. den JIE did some sharing den yupps. played a while more den we leave and walked to parkway to take bus home. aud so rich man. she took a cab home since her dad neva come and drived her. rich gal. took bus with teeli, listened to HSM songs. SUPER NICE LAR. im so so obessed with HSM ! arghhhs. i wan their vcd den can always watched. youtube is so blur and lag alrites. vcd ish better. how i wish singapore sells the vcd man. =( ohwells. had dinner with dad and sis after dat and now home.

kk. gonna do my coursework ler. tml nid to let ms fatonah see. shld do few pages first. left 1 week to complete a lot of pages !! arghhhs. im dying !!~ but God is with me ! so i can dun worry abt it and try my best ! ((:

8.07pm

.Saturday, July 01, 2006 ' 5:04 PM Y

i can't deny that i don't love to be beauty?

totally boring now . morning went out of da hse. meet char dearest, hanzi and korkor for lunch before going to renewal centre for rehearsal. hanzi and korkor late. ahhahas. kor da latest !! he arh. best sia. meet at 11.15, he 11am still at home. went to hawker and eat. then took a bus down to renewal centre. when its onli 1 bus stop away frm whr we were at first. ahhas. den walked to renewal centre. e hall is super hot lar. neva on air con.

during rehearsal i totally become dumb lar. dunno wad to say. when lynette asked me, i was like huhs. keep shaking my head lar. cuz i dunno wad to say. hahas. den andrew call us go up e stage together and try and lynette asked us questions. managed to say some words lar. but its like keep repeating the same thing. hahas. nervous and mind became blank at that time. hehs. after that went into a room for some small small flimming. super funny lar. after that me and korkor finish rehearsal ler. den we waited for char dearest and hanzi. den called hil, cuz she called me and i nv picked up. haa. den we talked lar. so funny. called hil to call back as i had free incoming call marhs. yupps. den talked lar. she talked to korkor on my phone, super funny sia. goodness. she say christopher cute ! ahahhahhhahas. super funnny. hahhahas. after that we walked to the bus stop lars. char dearest took 13 home. den me, hanzi and korkor walked to another bus stop. hanzi came to my hse. we walked to my house okay. grr. super hot lar. hanzi dun wan take bus den changed. hurmphs ! watched oliver twist. after an hour or so, she gotta leave so let her brought back home and watched finish. the show some part not nice, some part quite interesting. got a part me and hanzi almost fall aslp. hahha ! sent her to bus stop to take bus to kallang. hopefully she knows whr to stop lar. haaa. now is totally boring !!~.

I'M INTO HSM !!! AHHHH! ~ i want their vcd and soundtrack !!! =(

5.21pm